In Search of Self
For several months now, I haven't been myself and funny enough, no one has really noticed because I always bottle up how I feel. I have been wondering who I am. I often get lost in my thoughts. Not negative thoughts, but thoughts about myself. I spend conscious effort trying to figure out who this lady is. I have spent so much time seeking to understand myself and that had really affected my relationship with myself and others. Everything seems not to go well. I mean things in my personal life, career, relationship with others and even relationship with myself. I noticed that I've been drowning without anyone noticing it. What is actually wrong, that I don't know. Could it be because of how much I've been thinking? I've been trying to discover myself but to no avail(at least that's what I thought). Who's Joy? Who am I? I keep asking, but I haven't really figured that out, so, I keep drowning in self doubt. I know my name is Joy. I know that I'm a s...